Chapter 198 Her hardship
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All the way she looked around and saw that everything is as the same as she left before. Not even a single thing moved from its place. It's like she had never left this place...
Why are you standing? Come sit and eat... It's all your favorite... He said and pulled the chair for her.
Do you still remember what I like or not? She asked. It's been so long, in this time they didn't even contact me once or not even know if another party is still alive or not...
Of course, there is no reason for me to forget anything about you. Everything related to you is carved in my bones, I will never forget it... He replied and give her some food.
She picks up the chopsticks and starts eating... It's as same as before. He didn't even move his chopsticks and just look at her. He is still afraid that it all is his dream...
If he moves much or does anything she will disappear like before. Because in those years when she is not here, he had imagined these things a lot. But every time he tried to touch or move she will disappear...
Soong Wan saw that he is not eating and asked... Why are you not eating?
I am afraid that it's all a dream and if I move you will be gone like before... He said. Soong Wan hears this and her heart aches... She only remembers that she left his home because she wants to be alone for a while, but after that what happen she doesn't know anything.
She doesn't know how she forgot about him? She didn't even remember anything about him like someone had removed him from her memories... Expect from him she knows about everything.
She holds his hand and said if you are afraid then just hold my hand... In this way, I will not go anywhere else... He holds her hand tightly like he is afraid that she will leave.
As she is eating she looked at him and asked... Why are you still waiting for me? It's been so long, are you not afraid that I will never come back or I am no more in this world...
He hears her words and stops... He looked at her and said if I am alive so there is nothing like you are not here. And as for why I am waiting for you because I know you will be back...
Before you go, you said that you want some time, but you didn't say that you will never come back... So isn't it normal for me to wait for you?
It's just that, I don't know that you had lost your memories, now I am regretting not finding you or coming to you... He said and look at her. His eyes filled with guilt and self-blame.
How can I think that you will be away from me for so long? I must have thought that something is not right, and looking for you... He starts to blame himself.
Stop blaming yourself, it's not your fault. I also don't know how I lost my memories... It's like I don't remember anything about you.
If not for the fact that after I left the country, I found that I am pregnant I will never able to tell that you are ever in my life.
Only when I know that I am pregnant do I realize that something is not right and I want to come back to find out the truth... But as you know, our children... They are not like other children.
At first, I was so afraid that how my child become like this... At that time I don't know what to do. As a single mother, it's already hard to raise children but when they are special...
It's tougher... She remembers those days and sighs... She still remembers how she changes her home in three months because she is afraid that others will know about them...
Han Ling hears her and feels guilty in his heart... He can't even imagine how she does this. As his children, they have powers so it's not easy for her. Now he feels more guilty that he didn't find her...
Soong Wan saw him like this and know that he must be blaming himself so she said... You don't have to blame yourself, it was not your fault. Now when we are together everything is fine...
He nodded and hugs her... Don't worry, in the future, I will not let you suffer any more grievances... I will always be with you and not leave you for a second.
